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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
the pie in the sky; im super pissed off. i cried my eyes off 1st time in a long time bcos of my parents. havnt done that in a long time. is that a good thing? I HARDLY THINK SO. now i really understand what lide told me sometime back. that parents dont realise how lucky they are to have a child like you. like we try to be as good as we can be, as reasonable as possible, but they dont see that we're alr trying. bcos they dont see other kids. those out there smoking their asses off, those slashing themselves, those who are on the verge of suicide, those who are irresponsible and all that. seriously. my mom needs a wake-up call. and i told her that. haii. they rly shld hav a exchange programme to let parents handle other children. my mom rly needs to know im not a hard kid. and all i want, is to be with my friends. because my friends are the ones who keep me in a good mood. nothing works better than that. (: it rly is good to be back with GOD. no worries no nothing. and im not being sadistic here. well, so lets jus wait until my mom tells my dad. and sheila will disappear from the face of msn. haii. probably not completely.. but enough to piss me off. arrrgh. i hate being a good kid sometimes. i wonder why i never cld bring myself to lie to my parents. i cld never bring myself to worry my parents. i never did, AND I DONT INTEND TO. but i dunno, am i tired of being good? is there such a thing? haii. aiya i dunno. im stressed up and confused. i need cheering up. i need inspiration. i need motivation. I LOVE PRIS! (: okay anyw. today was.. better than ytd. cos i wasnt like dozing off in any classes wadsoever. (: cheryl gave me my present! finally. after.. uh, more than a month. LOL. its like this photoframe with me and cheryl's pics in it. so niceeee! and a pair of earrings and PEZ! (: i love cheryl, cheryl rocks. hahahaha. but her chinese doesnt :P anyw, im going to get over it. yes yes. we all are. (: aftr sch wen to meet edwin. apparently they wanted to study or smthg. and taiyi came along as well. apparently taiyi's like.. in agony or smthg. oh my la. POOR TAIYI! (: hahaha, walk until like THAT. -.- anyw, i stoned. spinned steph's cat. LOL. i was jus moodless. ahh well. and i had nthg to do anyw. taiyi's reward for being sociable, is US BEING SOCIABLE! okay taiyi? good good. (: -sheila` honor your father and mother, jus as the LORD your GOD has commanded you; |
