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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
lead me in YOUR way; im confused. i really dont know wad to do. what do you do when someone's trying to flirt with you? but you're not really interested in that person, and all you want is to be there for that person, just like someone who's important to you has been. nothing more. but nothing less. and what if that person who's flirting is your bf's good friend? man, i hate this. it doesnt make any sense at all. JASPER, HELP. i wonder why im even doing this. but i just know i have to. haii. tolerance. i have too many things in my head. too many people to figure out. gah i dun like this la. haiii. i dont know anything, and i dont like not knowing anything. haii. my bill's gona burst again soon at this rate. i rly dunno why im doing this. and i dun understand that feeling inside me. its this really weird feeling. things are starting to pile up again. just when you thought u got that pile sorted out, that pile starts to increase once again. it'll never stop piling up, will it? grr. haiii im just really confused. really messed up. i need enlightenment. i need cheering up. and i need sleep. wth my brother's being an ass again. i hav no idea wads his frigging problem. he full well knows he has more advantages as compared to me with regard to the comp. and he just wants to barge in with me. he's entitled to use ANY three of the computers in the house. but what? he wants the use the ONLY ONE of the computers im entitled to use. oh wow. isnt that amazing? wads the point then? wth IS his frigging problem? he ought to see things clearer. maybe i shld switch advantages with him. let him hav a feel of his own medicine. -sheila` dont tangle me up; |
