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Monday, April 17, 2006
to feel it sinking in; im going to get a prayer notebook. i kinda alr got one. im jus gona turn my diary, which i barely write in, into my prayer notebook. haha, bcos i realised that if i dont write down wad i wanna pray abt, i'll probably forget it at the end of the day when i do my prayers. (: and i also realised the more i pray, the more i find things to pray. then my notebook shall grow! and i can watch things get cancelled away. isnt that great? i think i suddenly felt like doing it cos one of my prayers were answered. (: and i was super happy i cld cry. its jus so amazing. (: hahahaha. i just feel like jumping for joy thinking of it. (: have faith in God, He will answer prayers! i prayed that for over 8 mths probably. every night, and finally, OMG SO COOL! (: anyway, ressurection sunday! arrived at presbyterian high at 9. service to start at SUPPOSEDLY 9.30. waited for xh and wq. in d end, service started at 10.30. aftr which, 1520 wen down to organise the distribution of lunch for everyone. so i was giving out forks with lide, who was giving out the spoons. LOL. lunched. then bussed back to church aftr being rather pissed w my mom. arrived in church, found pris and twinnie. the guys were playing w the lift. LOL. got pissed w my mom again. she somehow wanted to get on my case. (she doesnt do that often, which is why its SO irritating) grrr. went 4th floor to study. were asked to get out of church cos they were locking church up. so left, went to library. studied/did work till 6. played w the lift a bit. SO THRILLING! (: went bugis for lunch. met emily and jasper's mom. (: kfc-ed. mrt-ed. LOL. there was this light thingy at doubyghaut. then i was like kicking the cows around. SO CUTE LA. twinnie scolded me for being childish when i was the oldest around. BAH I DUN CARE! (: today was just alright. BORING AS USUAL. hahaha. got emo jus nw. haii. i dunno why also. when u want to cry, it just comes out. like u finally realise smth, and it all just comes out. and then u feel much better. (: sometimes i really dunno wad i wld do w/o my mom! hahaha. rly. and i watch loneliness fade away; |
