Wednesday, April 19, 2006

it's been fear that ties me down but it's Your love that cuts the strings;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMY JIE AND PENNY! (:

today was a seriously seriously stinky morning.
and NO i really am NOT hallucinating like wad pris thought.
its jus a seriously gross vomit smell.
its like i could smell it the whole morning.
what a morning smeller.
then i figured it came from my hands.
then pris was like thinking i was lady macbeth or smthg. -.-
oh please. but i dunno why also, IT RLY STINKS.
and i cld smell that gross smell the whole morning.
well, until probably an hr aftr cheryl gave me that perfume. LOL. (:
gross la. tsk. dunno where that came from can. GRR.

okay i admit i hav been doing and thinking up rather retarded things lately.
hahaha.
considering the english thing ytd.
abt the giant, UFO and the mirror image.
i think i was destressing tts why i thought of such retarded things.
things tt were so retarded i could laugh at myself. LOL.
BUT, im serious abt this whole foul-smelling issue.
azila sure witnessed a lot of my weirdness from ytd and today. -.-

got back ss.
BAH. jus passed by a bit.
steph scored like 10 marks for the part b qn, but guess wad?
she got 1 for the part a qn, so overall, she failed. -.-
hhahahaha.

got back phys.
OMG I CLD HAV GOTTEN AN A!
i threw so many marks out the window.
grr. so pissed off w myself la.
SO CLOSE yet.. SO FAR. haiii.
sheila eng could hav scored a for physics,
but she MISSED BY 1 and a half marks la!
grrr. and adding on to tt i missed out some things i cld hav written to b more specific.
SEE HOW PISSED I CAN B AT MYSELF?
this is the first time in my life im actually down there freaking out while mr ng gives out the papers.
cos usually i wont rly bother whether my name is read 1st or not.
LOL. and jus nw i was like praying so hard for him NOT to read my name so early.
SO CLOSE TO THAT A LA. grr.

i think LKK has just learn my name and apparently he keeps calling me.
so instead of "mingkee!" its "zexin!"
wah so diao. he say i keep talking. LOL.
he's sposed to say cheryl keeps talking.
not like there's much difference. haha. (:

there was a little boy who told me that there were girls flirting w him.
hahaha. i think its super cute la.
okay, he's not a little boy, he's like sec 1, one yr younger than my brother.
hahahaha.
i think its super cute. LOL.

i have come to a conclusion that girlfriends last longer then boy-friends.
okay im jus being random. (:
i love my girls!

lots of study sessions scheduled.
time to get down to business anyw.
tmr studying w cheryl.
friday w wq and steph.
sunday w wq, xh, pris, elliot, bryan, juer and whoever tt may come. (:
a partial colours gathering?
elliot A BIT extra tts all. A BIT.

its back again.
serves me right for ignoring it for 2 months.
just serves me right.
i should hav figured everything out before i pushed it away to the back of my head.
to think that it could be replaced.
no, its all coming back to me again.
its all coming back.
i need, i long, i miss.

its something special, something i'll never have again - the day you went away;

posted at 4:17 PM
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20 January 1990
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