if you can never retort;

i am pissed with lee sb.
seriously.
im contemplating whether i should bother doing his stupid lines.
i feel like showing him some attitude.
but when you're sheila, attitude's hard to show.
its like, i didnt hear swati's complete answer.
but i heard parts of it, and was rather confused cos he acted like tts the wrong answer.
which i thought was right bcos i didnt rly listen word for word.
so i was like "my answer's same as swati?"
cos i thought, what is the point of repeating everything out again?
and parveen asked me, something along the lines of what's the answer.
so i told her my answer. (that phrase that now rly pisses me off)
i turned back to the class to hear pris recite that answer.
correct.
wow, then everyone else he asked had to do 100 lines of that frigging phrase.
i was all, wth?
and then for the 1st time in SS lesson, you see sheila raising her hand.
MR LEE, MY ANSWER WAS CORRECT. I JUST TOLD PARVEEN THAT.
*sarcastic tone* oh no, its not.
so i have to write the lines.
me and parveen were like WTH.
yeah so anyw, im thinking of whether to not write it at all.
state my point that if i didnt get my answer wrong, why shld i be punished?
and then im thinking of whether to show him face and write 50 and state my point again.
or shld i just be like a normal sheila and be a good girl and write those stupid lines.
i think the problem is not me writing the lines.
i dont bother, its just smthg inside me that wants to rebel against him or smthg.
well, im still pissed off w him. grrr.
what IS the point of writing those lines anyw?
like they ARE REALLY gona help in sbq. wadeva.
its nonsense ppl make me do that really pisses me off.

what do you do when someone close to you get close to someone u dont like, AT ALL?
and you dont know what to tell that person close to you abt the person u dont like.
bcos you dont know how and what to tell, nonsense happens.
well things u regard as nonsense that is.

what is w me and blogging abt nonsense anyw?
tsk.

im gona watch football tonight.
lalala! (:

i knew i shldnt have blogged yet.
so i shall cont from here.
i think lately ive been doing quizzes.
hahaha. so heres one that sort of just shot me in the face.

Sheila, you're single because you don't want to get hurt.

Ever heard the expression, "Once bitten, twice shy?" You can probably relate to this, can't you? Your last relationship may have left you a little raw in emotions, and the memories are likely still fresh in your mind. Fresher than you can sometimes believe. With a hurt like that, you're probably not so eager to enter the drama again — and we can't say that we blame you. You may be so afraid of getting hurt that you take things to heart big-time when you're involved with someone — after all, you've been hurt before, why can't it happen again? You also may be guilty of comparing potential mates to your ex who may still constantly loom large in your mind.But maybe, just maybe, it's time to check your baggage at the door and let a new person into your life with a clean slate. You have a lot to offer someone, but you can't do it when you have one foot firmly planted in the past.

yeah. wad can i say?

waiting makes one do quizzes; (LOL)

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