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Monday, June 05, 2006
just an illusion? well sunday. was at breakthru. cant say much abt it. reminds me of the time me, wq and pw went there and started playing guitar. LOL. thats all. kinda boring actually, no offence wadsoever. back at church, had mu dao ban. well well. apparently we had to think of wad was so lovable abt ourselves. and yes, i ended up being the "brave" one. what an internal joke. LOL. yes, hen yong gan, totally. actually i probably am. (: sometimes i cant believe myself. cant blieve wad im doing, that is. lunched. caught a ride from my aunt home. showered, headed out to plaza sing. xh was super late, apparently her bus broke down. how brilliant. dinnered. lionel came rather late. buses to national stadium were totally full. cabbed to the national stadium. we all had a nice conversation w the taxi driver abt religion. its like xh totally learnt ALOT from mudaoban. abt GRASPING THE CHANCE TO SHARE THE GOSPEL, no matter wad, no matter where. (: im really proud of you, girl. well it was practically 4 against 1. but yeah, it was a good discussion. (: well i just rly pray that that taxi driver was somewhat influenced by this bunch of crazy nutty teenagers, whom he considered too superstitious or smthg. that was just like mushi said, we'll never see that person again. but we CAUGHT HOLD of that chance to share the gospel. (: met wq. found our way and got a seat. that sight there was just beautiful. so many ppl gathered, praising God together. just so pretty. so pretty that i could cry. LITERALLY CRY. serious. its just like being in heaven, except we're on earth. and then adding onto that, we were under the sky singing to God! adding onto THAT, the sun was setting! (: then u see everyone around the stadium, lifting up their hands, surrendering to God. its just amazing. RLY AMAZING. so amazing i could cry. im serious! and im NOT emo. (: such a beautiful scene. and THAT is why i cant wait to get to heaven. cos it'll b MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BEAAAAUUTIFUL! (: GDOP was great actually. or mayb u wld like to quote raphael's "OH-SO-GOOD!" hahaha. (: and all thanks to raphael that i was even THERE. (: hahaha. bcos i think i wldnt if not for a BIT of obligation. but i have NO REGRETS! (: haha, cldnt find raphael. i guess his BRIGHT GREEN shirt wasnt BRIGHT enough for 4 pairs of eyes to spot. :P walked to kallang mrt. my dad picked me, pris and lionel up. xh's dad picked her up. home-d. (: today, well, nthg much. rather boring (: went to yakun for lunch w juer and steph. steph went home. juer and i went to the library. read a couple of... u knw, books and stuff. LOL. (: 1 in 7 people die from cancer. thats just random. borrowd some books. i havnt read in ages! my family's out to east coast. im home alone. wee!? LOL. i realised smthg abt myself. i have some problems holding grudges and staying pissed at the person. its like no matter wad, i'll always forgive people. i dont rmb anyone pissing me off and me not forgiving them. i dunno if im meek or what. LOL. haahha. but anyw, cheryl said thats wad i shld b doing. forgiving people. so i dunno if tts a good or bad thing now. God forgives me, so i guess i shld forgive others right? YES. (: i think i piss myself off sometimes. LOL. i still stare at that picture, wondering wad it wld be like if i were her, and she were me; |
