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Monday, July 03, 2006
we seem like children; i watch as my patience takes over my anger. i see myself giving in over and over again. i feel the angry side of me come up, arguing that i deserve more than i get. yet my patient side puts that down so easily. my patience always seem to rule over my bad temper. you're selfish. im selfish. we all are. now im all mixed up inside. do you think that ur the only one who has feelings? the only one who wld get annoyed and angry? the only one who is allowed to be irritated? no, you're not, but maybe its hard to see. i have feelings too. what you feel is what i feel. and i hate that feeling. very much. but u keep giving it to me. i think im pmsing. everything seems to be causing me to start crying. the whole day. every small tiny thing. makes me feel like a little kid. i never pms-ed so badly before. i need to start talking to other people, badly. i love juer. i just love juer. she rocks. she cheers me up. she THE BEST. (: girl, u have all the time in the world. take your time to think abt it. i will always be here for ya (: england lost. grrr. i hate portugal now. i hate that christiano renaldo guy. i dont care if joanna likes him. i think kaka is better looking than him. :P ytd went to keppel for bowling and then went to the night safari. wasnt that bad, but i was rly tired aftr that. the whole house practically went to bed once we reached home at abt 11. super tired i cld barely wake up in the morning. been chionging physics since i woke up at 11 plus. gah. sucky. when i woke up, i was like so groggy. like i havnt been awake for thousand years or smthg. (im just kidding.) chinese o's orals tmr. gah. you're enchanting; |
