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Sunday, August 27, 2006
if i could change the past; TODAY IS THE 27TH! THE 27TH, THE 27TH, THE 27TH!! OMG! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO ACKNOWLEDGED THIS DAY! IT MEANS A LOT, A LOT, A LOT TO ME! i dont rly know why im so "excited". im nt rly very happy or smthg. i dont rly know what im feeling, really. its like im part happy, part sad, part pissed.. i dont know. and also, i cant sleep at night due to this weird feeling i have in me. ): pray for me! haiii. i wish i cld turn back time! I RLY RLY WISH THAT U KNOW. aarrrrgh. he's such a nice boy. (: hahaha. anyw, we went to see jasper. rather retarded things happened. im quite sure wq will blog abt my retardedness. i rly rly dont knw where that retardedness came from. it just came out, just like that. but this is the 1st time i ever got a chance to sit down there talking to him in my head. while xh and wq yell their heads off cos the silence there was too.. SILENT FOR THEM. oh well. i rly rly miss him loaaaads. oh and another thing, some people JUST dont GET IT. i thought they wld learn. apparently they didnt. they shld just GET IT into their head that NOTHING can be the same. its DIFFERENT NOW. so either WAKE UP YOUR IDEA or FORGET IT. i dont know how to help these kinds of people. haiii. what to do. im done blogging. (: i stand alone; |
