get messed up in the haze;

yesterday i realised smthg amazing.
it started off with me being outright truthful with my parents.
well, twinnie and pris knows how that turned out..
but thats not really what i've discovered.
i realised im so disappointed with my friends that i can actually cry for them.
for what right?
i just think its really sad that they can stand to watch their friends fade away.
i cant. i definitely cant stand and do nthg.
probably tts my character? ohh well.
i just started crying la, not bcos of my parents' reaction i guess, it was expected, but of how when it came to the qns they asked abt my friends, its just, it hit me, how i tend to do a one-man show most of the time.
once my parents qned why i was doing that, i just dont know how to put it.
AM I MATURE FOR MY AGE OR SMTHG? thats what my parents kind of put it.
but i dont think im mature though, i can do pretty stupid things if im up to it.
ohh well, at least i've got a partner now, im not doing a one man show no more!
two partners in fact. THANKS A BUNCH PEOPLE. (:
yes and im thankful for my parents' openness. really i am.

well the haze is really bad.
):
i actually went out in this weather, eww, didnt realise until twinnie pointed it out.
i think i was too blind.

sunday was a relatively BLURRED day.
considering that i was blind, literally cos i didnt have lenses. -.-
acted like an idiot, at least xh was w me being an idiot. LOL.
THE PARTY WAS REALLY FUN.
i do admit that it totally released me, all the running around and jumping around dancing.
its totally fun. (: im thankful for people that care.

today, studied w twinnie.
if u ask me, talked more than studied. LOL.
twinnie's like xh a lot. a very distracted boy. :P
but i think xh is more distracted than twinnie was. haha.
i've missed twinnie loadddss! (:

i realised that all my study partners always ps me. ):
at some point in time im left to study alone.
hahaha, hopefully cheryl wont do that to me tmr.
yay, starbucks! (:
pssst, i need study partners!

be in awe of Youu;

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