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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
space to breathe; weell, havnt been online much. psst, not that im studying. gotten back some of our prelim results. i got B3 for practically everything. b3 for geog, emath, chem, and if i count my chi o level grade, i also got a 3. i cld hav done better for emath and geog! ): but i shall be content. english, im not sure yet, and i dont think i want to know. I HAVE to get a 5 and above, pleeeaaase? (yes i know my compo's too short and i was sick. BAH.) so anyw. SS, 30/50, just awaiting history. ): im rather.. thankful for my results. considering that i dont ever get Bs for almost everything. and even though i dont have any As, im fine. cos i also dont hav any As, since my english has been rapidly deproving. ): i feel like all my B3 were gotten due to the tchers' help. almost all my B3s were like JUST ON THE DOT. like as if my nose and lips just reached the surface of water, and its no use trying to grab that hand up there offered to me becos it wont work. but its like if im alr paddling on the surface of the water, i'll definitely grab that hand. so anyw, lets blog briefly. sunday, hmm. children's day. however, didnt go for the outing the children had. ): bible study, combined with love grp. then service. hm, i cant rly rmb much - except for hw pissed off i was w my two APPARENT good friends who were COMPLETE NUTSHELLS and were blabbering on and on during sermon! so anyw, mu dao ban - was still abt marriage and family. i think i like this speaker, xiuguan (or smthg) zhang lao. (: i think she's someone who totally commands our attention or smthg. it was rly funny during mu dao ban too, i thoroughly enjyed it! (: and THIS i rmb, evynn and aaron were singing songs. the speaker says "come," as in "come, answer my qn". for some reason, "come, now is the time to worship" popped in my head. a few seconds later, i hear evynn and aaron singing it. LOL. AND THEN. when amos was answering a qn, he said "one way" as in "one way to do.." they started singing ONE WAY?! hahaha. was rly nutty. wq and i cldnt stop laughing. aftr that they just sang random songs. LOL. yesterday, after school. i popped myself into a taxi and rode off to jurong east sports centre. psst, i rarely pop into taxis. (: anyw, some of the kids from church were there at the water theme park place. so i joined them in playing. was quite fun actually. and the entrance was only 80 cents! (: aftr the whole swimming thing and dinner, my dad and i went to church. my dad had life singers and i just wanted to be away from the computer and studying. (: yay. so there. xiaoen was rly amusing. she asked who my form tcher was. and when i said 'lee siong boon' she just 'eeeeee'-ed away. LOL. well i guess the age gaps do not rly change opinions towards tchers. today.. well nthg much. i came home after school. was rly tired. and now im here! (: using my brother' comp cos im rly too lazy to turn on the computer. (and also i dont want to get distracted by it, cos i'd probably nt turn it off after i turn it on) i have been rather 'mean' to two of my friends lately. a male friend, and a female friend. i guess even though these 2 people dont knw one another, they sorta get d same treatment from me, technically becos i dont feel like speaking to them and hence have ben trying to avoid conversation and ALSO i feel very irritated each time i force myself to speak to them, AKA i feel very fake, of which i DO NOT like, which makes me even more pissed off. oh, and another similarity, they both hrew me aside before, and i suppose thats one reason why i dont want to have anything to do with them for they do not know what a friend is. friends u can buy with worldly things are just as worldly. real friends cannot be bought with worldly things for they last, and will last forever. one mistake can cost you those friendships. so sry. cheryl wants me to do this, so here goes: maybe i should stop slacking and start studying i love so many people i cant start naming them! i don't understand the complexity of a human's actions i lose sleep whenever i dont sleep people say i am the epitome of, whatever people say i am when i like someone i rarely express it somewhere someone's dying i will always not let my moods get to me 'forever' is a long time and people shldnt use it so loosely i never want to do something i dont want to i think the current US president isnt any of my business :P i will never commit suicide my past is a memory kept in my heart my greatest fear is recorded in my diary of which wld only be revealed when i enter my grave i get annoyed when someone annoys me my dog lives in my dreams kisses are the best before i go to sleep? tomorrow is A BRAND NEW DAY! i really want to get O levels over and done with i have low tolerance for people unlike my kind (: i tag WEIQIAN, CARISSA, STEPH and PRIS! (: (go and do this!) blow up a balloon and send it to the skies! |
