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Thursday, January 04, 2007
dear brother, well i dunno if you're gona read this. but im going to say this. you are making mom and dad exasperated trying to reach out to you. you dont open up AT ALL to them and they cant understand you like that. i know you always tell me its not good to tell them things, but i think in a way it helps them know us better and understand us. like if they were to know you like a girl, they'll probably know why u keep wanting to go out with your friends and all that. and as such, they'll stop asking u so many qns and let u go. they love you. they really do. and i do too. even your littlest brother does. (refer to his blog) anyways. i cant believe you said i only seemed to care for you. if i only seemed to care for you, my dear boy, i wouldnt have gone to such extent of quarrelling with our father abt 3 mths ago regarding the church issue. its because i CARE, that i did so to ensure that you dont waver in ur faith. i cried my eyes out for you? i mean like, someone who really doesnt care for you WOULD TOTALLY DO THAT?! NO! they wldnt? i mean, this shows how much you actually appreciated me for standing up for you. but its okay. I LOVE YOU STILL. even if you dont believe it. im always here for you and you know it. shutting into your own world wouldnt help you in any way. this year's an impt year for you too. STUDY HARD before you regret it. (: LOVE YA. today's orienatation was a bit better. less games, more screaming. LOL. cliques are starting to form. hahahaha. :D gona appeal to sci stream. hopefully its successful. (: WHEEEEE. my bday's comingggg. soon. :D somehow i dont feel it much. probably cos this is the 1st year in 2 years i havnt counted down. :D ohh well. lalala. 17 is a weird number. i think i still like 16, for now. (: GR i realise my entries are getting wordy. THIS is the disadvantage of school. YOU CANT TAKE MANY PICTURES. and its UNINTERESTING. sigh. NO MORE PICTURES ON MY BLOG. it looks sad. not all who wander are lost; |
