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Saturday, July 28, 2007
some things she'll never say are in between the lines; im tired. i dont want to do it anymore. im officially deadbeat. i slept like 12 hours and still didnt feel like getting out of bed. i was waiting for my phone's alarm to ring amidst my parents' coming in at random times telling me to get up. it was raining. my parents turned off the aircon hoping to get me out of bed but the rain outside kept my room cool enough for me to continue sleeping. SO. i slept all the way until my mom suddenly said smthg abt it being 2. i was like "WHAT?!" and i realise, my phone had died in the middle of the night. SIAN JI BUA. i was late meeting juer and janice at SP. and it was raining, and the thought of walking to the mrt was.. -.- HAHA. its a burden i dont want to bear. in the end i stayed home and projected. no climbing for sheila! ): at least i had alex's company so it wasnt THAT bad. (: i dont want to be irresponsible. its responsibilities that tie me down. so anw, yesterday was quite un-friday-like. i felt like the weekdays werent over yet. HAHA but they were! after lessons, went to find alex and huz. apparently jaso told me that lyon was at the atrium. so i went to look for lyon, but instead of finding lyon, i found xavier. and we both looked for lyon - who couldnt be found cos he was hiding at this corner with his cap over his head. LOLLL. so then i dumped barang barang (which included a chalk canister) with them. found alex and huz. supposed to watch harry potter but ended up watching the ending of bubble boy instead. LOLLL. then they were apparently trying to psycho me into not going climbing. by the time i went back to the atrium, all the climbers were alr there waiting. whoops? watched heroes on the way to yishun. (: i dont want to disappoint all of you. its expectations i dont want to not meet. climbing was fun! really enjoyed the 25m wall la. i could tank it better than the last time i tried it - which was months back. i did 3 out of the 4 walls. the 3rd wall was rly hardcore! hahaha. and i belayed chong! OH MY. BELAYING CHONG IS A ONE OF A KIND EXPERIENCE! hahaaha. everytime he fell off the wall/sat on his harness, i flew off the ground and daniel's like holding onto my harness/trying to anchor me to the ground. HAHAHAHA. so i was like sitting on my harness, floating a little above the ground! :D it was fun laaa. :D in conclusion, my zai harness is less zai without my zai pants. it was like digging into my fats. SIAN. but i dont want to disappoint myself too. its a reputation i want to live up to. well, back to projecting. SIAN. i dont know if i want to get over the projects or not either. bcos after we're done with this, we'll have to start studying for exams. SUPER SIAN. i dont like changes, but i need them. but arent we never given what we cannot take? |
